You should know this .

You never know what you have until you lose it ,

and once you lose it , you can never get 

it back (:

My heart was taken by you ,

my heart was broken by you and now it is pieces because of you .

You are the one who broke my heart , 

You are the reason my world fell apart , you are the one who mad me cry 

but i still in love with you and I don't know why .

A million words is not bring you back 

i know because i've tried , neither would a million tears i know i've cried (':

sometimes the memories are worth the pain .

I made a choice finally to let you go 

because i can't stand the pain . it's time for my last tears

to fall and smile again .

You always says you don't want to see me hurt

and you don't want to see my tears running down 

so all those time you hurts me , did you close your eyes ? 

You hurt me more then I deserve , 

how can you be so cruel ?

I love you more then you deserve ,

why am i such a fool ? :(

I don't know which I would rather believe 

that you never did care or you eventually stopped .

I would like to thank you , for showing me a part 

of myself  than i never seen (:

In This weird twisted way ,

I know you miss me liking you , not because i want to believe it's true

but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did

You'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did 

because no one will waste all there love on someone like you,

like I did (:

It's really painful to say goodbye 

to someone that you don't want to let go

but its even more painful to ask

someone to stay if they never wanted to stay .

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you ,

only to find out in the end that it was

never meant to be and you just have to let go .

You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy ,

even if that means that you 

are not a part of it .

It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you .

 It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you .

it's not my fault if i keep on send you a message 

but its only my mistake was to

fall to much in

love with you .

I've been through this pain before 

i've cried these tears before to get you back ,

i'd go through so much more .

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong ,

talk like everything perfects 

act like it's just a dream

AND

pretend that you are not hurting me .

The truth of matter is , I still have feelings for you 

and no matter how many times I tell 

myself that i'm better off with out you ,

a part of me just won't let go .

I'm gonna smile , because I wanna make you happy , laugh , so you won't see me cry .

i'm gonna let you go in my style , and even if it kills me , i'm gonna smile (: 

I'm glad you're happy . I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess

that's just a part of life , I'll always have feeling for you 

but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on . 

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through its okay I forgive you.