You should know this .
You never know what you have until you lose it ,
and once you lose it , you can never get
it back (:
My heart was taken by you ,
my heart was broken by you and now it is pieces because of you .
You are the one who broke my heart ,
You are the reason my world fell apart , you are the one who mad me cry
but i still in love with you and I don't know why .
A million words is not bring you back
i know because i've tried , neither would a million tears i know i've cried (':
sometimes the memories are worth the pain .
I made a choice finally to let you go
because i can't stand the pain . it's time for my last tears
to fall and smile again .
You always says you don't want to see me hurt
and you don't want to see my tears running down
so all those time you hurts me , did you close your eyes ?
You hurt me more then I deserve ,
how can you be so cruel ?
I love you more then you deserve ,
why am i such a fool ? :(
I don't know which I would rather believe
that you never did care or you eventually stopped .
I would like to thank you , for showing me a part
of myself than i never seen (:
In This weird twisted way ,
I know you miss me liking you , not because i want to believe it's true
but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did
You'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did
because no one will waste all there love on someone like you,
like I did (:
It's really painful to say goodbye
to someone that you don't want to let go
but its even more painful to ask
someone to stay if they never wanted to stay .
A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you ,
only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go .
You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy ,
even if that means that you
are not a part of it .
It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you .
It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you .
it's not my fault if i keep on send you a message
but its only my mistake was to
fall to much in
love with you .
I've been through this pain before
i've cried these tears before to get you back ,
i'd go through so much more .
I'm going to smile like nothings wrong ,
talk like everything perfects
act like it's just a dream
AND
pretend that you are not hurting me .
The truth of matter is , I still have feelings for you
and no matter how many times I tell
myself that i'm better off with out you ,
a part of me just won't let go .
I'm gonna smile , because I wanna make you happy , laugh , so you won't see me cry .
i'm gonna let you go in my style , and even if it kills me , i'm gonna smile (:
I'm glad you're happy . I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess
that's just a part of life , I'll always have feeling for you
but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on .
I know you never meant to do everything you put me through its okay I forgive you.
